August 10, 2011

I saw the surgeon this morning and based on the stiffness of my knee, he recommended arthroscopy. The procedure is supposed to remove the scar tissues and give me back a full flexion and extension of my knee.
Of course, I'm less naive than I was in January and I worry about developing again scar tissues. The surgeon reassured me: since my knee has been moving a lot for months now, it won't be as stiff as it was after my first surgery. There is a chance that I will already have a 125 degrees flexion after the arthroscopy.
I hope the surgeon's right! I'm tired. But I'm also getting used to my new state and dread to go under the knife again. For one minute this morning as I waited for the surgeon's assistant, I considered leaving. I would keep a stiff knee but at least I know how to live with it. Instead I was considering a new procedure that promises miracles but wasn't the ACL reconstruction promising the same? Ultimately I stayed, trying to focus on all the things I would do as soon as my knee adventure would only be an experience in my life.
I spoke to my physical therapist later today and booked a physical therapy session for the 25th, two days after my follow-up appointment with the surgeon.
Before the surgery, I should go on with my routine exercises and hope for the best. After the arthroscopy, I will received instructions to keep my knee moving.
I don't have yet the time of the surgery but the hospital will call me on Monday. I have a prescription for antibiotics that I will take for one day instead of three, vitamin C for two months and Iboprufen for a month. I don't need anything for nausea, constipation or pain killers. I still have them from January as I didn't touch them but for a couple of pain killers.
I'm nervous while I wasn't last time. Knowing is good but my brain is crowded with countless questions. I'd like to be a week older.
I hope for great results as I cannot wait to hike again. My hiking buddy has sent me gorgeous pictures from summer hikes she took in Yosemite. This is my home and I miss it!